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Sat, 10 Jul 2004 02:59:51 GMT

wow today was sooooo much fun! first
i got to sleep late so thats always
great lol then i had bball and it
didnt seem as tiring as usual so that
was good too and then after i went
into town w/ jordan kayla and john
it was soo much funn i havent seen
those kids in soo long!

we like walked to starbucks and
around the track and some lady came
up to us and was like "oh you guys
are so cute i wish i was still that
age" it was kinda weird so we just
avoided her after that lol then we
went on the playground thing when
all the lil kids left and me and
kayla got our wish to relive our
childhood lol<3 and then me kayla
and heather walked to the a&p to
get a camera to take pictures of
jordan being weird ((lol kay i need
those pictures when u get them!!))
it was funnyand then i was supposed
to go over jordans house but my dumbbut
parents wouldnt let me so that sucked
major

so now im here and i think im
gonna go watch tv

_cathryn`_

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 02:00:24 GMT

i hope you can hear me as i cry,
i love you, and goodbye...

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 17:09:25 GMT

helloo
last night was fun i went over sadies
w/ katie heather kristen mark brian
and mike it was funny we spent like
half the night chasing her dog haha
yahh today im really tired tho cuz my
mom had my sister wake me up early
to go get summer reading books which
im not even gonna touch til like the
end of august so that was a waste
and now im talkin to kg she just got
back from her cruise and shes tellin
me about it lol her cousin had a
camera with like all the pictures of
her cruise on it and then she put it
on the top of her car and drove away
so now they have like 2 pictures of
them from the whole cruise lol thats
funny` i have bball later but other
than that idk what im doin but i think
im gonna go outside now*

cathryn`

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 17:36:07 GMT

happy fourth!!!!

-yay! fireworks haha i <3 the fourth* so
yeahi havnt updated recentlycuz ive been
busy.. i was supposed to go to friendlys
yesterday with everyone from somers but
then at the last minute i couldnt so that
sucked but today i went to yonkers for a
while it was fun now im bored so im gonna
go watch the fireworks

-have a great one*

cathryn_<!3

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 02:20:54 GMT

ya today was pretty boring i skipped
bball idk why i just didnt feel like
goin ya so i forgot to say the other
night i slept over sps house w/
kristen r and my sister it was soooooo
funny ((sp- please dont ever use that
toothbrush again!)) ya so thats about
it i just finished watching a movie
w/ the fam and i just heard fireworks
so i think im gonna go check em out

->cathryn

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 01:23:30 GMT

k i just got back from basketball
@ solaris im really tired but it
was fun so now im bored and im
gonna go watch tv

*call

cathryn_

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 20:59:18 GMT

heyy havnt updated in a while so friday was vickys party it was fun then i slept and now im here and im bored and idk what im doin tonight yet

What is your favorite..
gum: hate gum
restaurant: friendlies i guess its like my home away from home
season: spring!
emotion: happiness
thing to do on a half day: sleep. hang out w/ everyone
late-night activity: parties
sport: bball lax dance
city: idk
store: abecrombie

When was the last time you..
cried: a few nights ago
played a sport: friday.. vickys party lol
laughed: like 2 seconds ago
hugged someone: friday
kissed someone: umm.. its been a while lol
felt depressed: not even gonna go there
felt elated: dont kno what that means
felt overworked:umm when we still had school
faked sick: idk
lied: not sure

What was the last..
word you said: ok
thing you ate: cereal
song you listened to: coheed & cambria_ a favor house atlantic
thing you drank: chocolate milk
place you went to: carnival
movie you saw: heartbreakers
movie you rented: shanghai noon for like the cazillionth time
concert you attended: no idea

Who was the last person you...
hugged: vicky
cried over: him
kissed: nick
danced with: everyone at the graduation
shared a secret with: drew
had a sleepover with: meeka alexa heather sadie
called: marie
went to a movie with: idk
saw: parents
were angry with: ugh
couldn't take your eyes off of: my love
obsessed over: him

Have you ever...
danced in the rain: of course
kissed someone: yeah
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: umm
slept around: all the time
had a movie marathon: the other night w/ disney movies haha
gone too far on a dare: ahem..too many times
spun until you were immensely dizzy: who hasnt

-//->cC

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 22:33:16 GMT

wow! the last few days have been awesome!! first there was graduation .. enough said.. it was hott and long and i had to run out in the middle cuz i got a bloody nose and i started coughing up blood .. not that u wanted to kno that but anywhoo then there was the dance it was fun but it was too short and a lil bit sad and then after the dance i slept over meekas and we watched like a billion movies and made grilled cheese halperin style lol dont ask ya so then the next day i went over sadies house and that was crazy too and then i finally came home and celebrated my brothers birthday w/ the fam so i couldnt go to the carnival -tear- but its okay so then today i slept til like 1 and then i went to alexas pool party at 2 i was still tired but it was one crazyass time omg! all the guys were goin in lil huddles in the hott tub and takin off there shorts and mooning us and shit and then the girls were on the trampoline and we screamed funny shit about them really loud it was great but i guess u had to be there rachels puttin pictures of it on her lj so check it out so yeah now im hear listenin to music cuz im home alone ..... i think i might go to the carnival tonight cuz its bracelet night or w/e but i still dunno so we'll see

cathryn_

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:59:30 GMT

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with a tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

^thats the perfect song for today! ` yeah its weird cause when you think about it, it doesnt matter who u ever hated or anything because even if u didnt like them ud still miss the fact that they annoyed the hell out of you so yeah bottom line even if you wont admit it you know you'll miss the the middle school and everything that happened there ` and class of 2008 your the best by far!!!!!!<3

cathryn_

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 15:39:58 GMT

k wow havnt updated in a while so lets see.. friday was really fun first i went over kristens house w/ meeka heather and sadie it was really funny and then later i went over meekas house and we watched the ring.. it was a hairraising movie lol not really but yeahh. i couldnt stay late cuz i had a lax tournament the next day .. we won most of our games but i got a massive sunburn OUCH! ya thats gonna look great w/ my dress but anywhoo kayla got pictures back from our dance recital there great ((http://www.picturetrail.com/liddlekay -- if u wanna see them its under dance recital 04 dressing room C= Hottness lol)) so yeah idk waht im doin today so i'll have to figure that out

SUMMER '04 HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!! cant wait!

cathryn

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 19:41:35 GMT

HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin: uhh.. NO
2) ran away: yahh
3) broken someone's heart: yes
4) been in love: yep
5) cried when someone died: yeahh
6) broken a bone: nope
7) drank alcohol: umm..
8) lied: of course
9) cried in school: no

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: coke
11) sprite or 7up: ick. hate them both
12) girls or guys: gotta love them both
13) flowers or candy: candy
14) scruff or clean shaven: clean shaven
15) quiet or loud: loud
16) blondes or brunettes: brunettes!!!
18) tall or short: tall
19) pants or shorts: both

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: eyes.. teeth lol
21) last person you slow danced with: hmm ryan i think

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: dont have one
27) person you hate the most: "lifes to short to hate ppl"- american history X
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: nothing
29) the worst disease that millions suffer from: broken heart

FAVORITES:
29) color: red (KG!)
30) movie: FINDING NEMO!! lol
32) subject in school: umm
35) ice cream: cookie dough
36) holiday: halloween & x-mas
37) season: spring
38) breakfast food: ohs
39) music to listen to: punk rock

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for someone to call?: not recently lol
41) save internet conversations: umm yeahh occasionally when they really mean something
42) save emails: yeah
43) wish you were someone else: nooo
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: noo not really but it would be cool to kno what theyre thinking
45) cried because of someone's mean words: no

BEST:
46) cologne: ralph lauren romance, ralph lauren blue, Axe!
47) friend(s): are awesome!! ((dont feel like naming them)) <3 u all!!
48) kiss: chris's house
49) romantic memory: chris's house lol
50) most recent advice given to you: guys suck lol

DO YOU
51) color your hair: i have but not anymore
53) have piercings: yess
55) own a webcam: no
57) ever get off the computer: rarely lol jp
58) sprechen sie deutsche: umm...?
59) habla espanol: no!
60) quack: oh yess all the time

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: yep
62) smoke: nahh
63) schizophrenic: yeah haha
64) obsessive: umm JESS! lol
65) compulsive: nooo
66) obsessive compulsive: no
67) panic: yeah
68) anxiety: noo
69) depressed: yeahh
70) suicidial: nahh
71) obsessed with hate: wtf no!
72) dream of mutliated bodies: oh ew god! no
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: w/ him
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: not that i kno of?
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: eyes
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: of course!
77) would you marry for money: no
78) have you had braces: NO!!!! just got them off
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: yeah
80) do you like hairy backs: eww NO
81) could you live without a computer: noo!
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? aim
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: alot
84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be? i wish i could relive this year
85) do you drink enough water: yeahh
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: take them off
87) what is your favorite fruit: apples & bananas
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: white everything else tastes like crap
89) do you kiss on the first date: umm -WINK-
90) are you photogenic: noooooo
91) do you dream in color or black and white: both
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: nope
93) do you have any dimples: yeah
94) do you remember being born: no
95) why do you take survey's: jus for the hell of it
96) do you drink alcohol: no
97) what is the best accent: AUSTRAILIAN!! no idk! lol
98) who do you want to kiss: him
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunsets
100) do you want to live to be 100?: yeah
101) is a flat stomach important to you: not really
102) are you loyal: yes
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: yeah
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off
105) do you have nightmares frequently: no
106) do you like your nose: umm.. sure
107) do you think you can draw well: i guess
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? thats horrible!
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: too many
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? variety .. it makes life interesting lol
111) do you write poetry: NO!
112) do you snore: noo
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, side or tummy?: everywhere lol
114) dog/cat? dogs
115) do you lick stamps: no ANTHRAX!
116) do you use an electric can opener? what the hell is an electric can opener!
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: noo!
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional
119) favorite TV show: dont have ne
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yeah
121) doyou prefer a piano or violin: piano
123) do you know someone who has cancer? yea :-(
124) do you like to argue: of course
125) do you hunt: noo ((MY COUSIN VINNY! lol sam!))
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: fast food
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: neither
128) do you have a middle name?: yepp MARGIE!!
129) are you basically a happy person: yeahh .. except for somethings
130) are you tired?: nahh..
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: yes
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 3ish mb idk
133) how long is your hair: too long
134) do you get along with your parents? no
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: blue.. brown..green idc
136) first name: cathryn
137) were you named after anyone?: no
138) do you wish on stars?: no
139) when did you last cry: uh! not even gonna get into it
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? idk
141) do you like your handwriting: yepp
142) who do you admire and why: MICHEAL JACKSON!!!hes an awesome dancer
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: take risks. be a kid. enjoy life
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat?: salami
145) any bad habits: uh yes
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? none of my ccds embarrass me
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: no
148) are you a daredevil: yeah
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? no
150) have you ever stolen anything: yes
151) do looks matter: no
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: probly
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: always
154) do fish have feelings: of course
155) are you trendy? no
156) how do you release anger? BAD habit
158) do you trust others easily: yeah
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: barbie!haha those were the days
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? math
161) do you like sappy love songs? umm not really
162) have you ever been on radio or television: yup both
163) do you have a journal: obviously
164) do you use sarcasm a lot: yeah
165) have you ever been in another country: no i will never get on a plane!
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: personality. heygene
167) what is/are your nickname? cC.margie.new hampshire
168) would you bungee jump? yeah
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: no
170) what are you worried about right now?: missin everyone when schools out
171) do you think you are strong: yeah
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: fake people omg!
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have? 4
174) what would you change about yourself: nothing
175) i need: him
176) i find: life is only what u make of it
177) i want: himm!!
178) i have: decision making problems lol
179) i wish: i could turn back time
180) i love: everything about him
181) i hate: fake people
182) i miss: <3B<3 mar.drew.ryan.kate.sara <3 u guys!!
183) i fear: people i love dying.heights
184) i feel: iffy
185) i hear: music
186) i smell: nothin
187) i wonder: why people do the things they do
188) i regret: nothing cause at the times its what i wanted

heyy.. havnt updated in a while this week hasnt been all that excitin really anyway.. yesterday i had a lax game againts white and we tied so that kinda sucked cuz we couldnt go into overtime cuz the boys had a game! grr but ya and then today was the last full day of school!!! i guess i sort of have mixed feelings bout that tho cuz im gonna miss everything and everyone and i kno it wont be the same next year but the summers been long overdue! so idk i guess i just really dont wanna grow up i wish everything could just stay the same forever.. i hate change .. well sometimes lol but w/e i guess the only thing u can do is just not to forget to enjoy life

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:46:52 GMT

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yep PLAYLAND TODAY!!!! it was maddfun i went on the water rides like 7 times each and my first upside down ride (( i kno thats sad right )) but ya it was reeeeally fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya and now later i have to go to my cousins graduation party so that should be .. interesting i guess oy but ya i gg so ttul

cathryn

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:28:18 GMT

they call me: cathryn.. cc.. new hampshire lol sam
sex: female
my first breath of air: May 19 1990
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Sun, 06 Jun 2004 20:28:51 GMT

omg this weekend has been sooooooo much fun!! on friday i went to meekas after school and we played on her trampoline and talked and stuff it was great but then i had to leave early cuz i had the first night of my dance recital! ((we did so awesome girls!!!!!)) and then after i went to friendlys w/ sam jess rachel and heather it was hysterical!.. yep and then yesterday was the last day of the recital and we did awesome again it was a lot of fun i like live for those nights! .. and i really dont wanna bore u w/ the insiders but i couldnt resist..

ya so at the show we did the usual glitter fights and games which are always fun and i got to meet francesca and kaylas friends dan and jordan and they were hilarious! then after i had the funnyest time w/ sam jess rachel and heather at friendlys

(( rachel-our official stylest/ straightener even tho half of the time u were doin ur own hair hahaha stealin candy from the wall! lol and at friendlys we had the funniest waiter.. idk his name.. mike? i think yeahh so me and rachel shared this hugeee reeces pecies icecream sundae! haha sam orderd chicken fingers nd fries and jess refused to eat any thing without "low carbs!" lol so we asked the waiter if she need low-carb and he was looked at us like we were complete retards and was like " no definatly not" it was funny we drove our waiter insane!!!hahahah omg so we are like sittin there for another hour deciding what to get and jess is like complaining that she is gona get fat off of icecream cuz our matabolisim slows down at night and we are all histerical and sam was having burp attacks and blowing them in jessicas face haha and jess practically like passed out it was hilarious omg she coudlnt breathe haha ok so then we made fun of our waiter cuz he had the biggest unibrow ever!!! hAHAH OMG WE WERE SOO MEAN lol we were like scratching our eyebrows wen he left and we were like laughing soo hard so then jess was tryin to sniff water up her nose -dont ask- and she looked absolutely ridiculus w/ the straw up her nose! haha then we were getin ready to leave.. and we are waiting for the waiter to come back and all we hear is him at hte other table with this other girl ... and we were makin fun of him cuz of the most random things he was sayin to her IT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER! we were like dying lol jessica "im an alaskin native!" so then sam was gettin change and it took her literally forever and we were all wonderin why and then she comes back ands like "they had no bigger change" and she dumped like handfulls of nickels onto the table and thats what we had to use for the tip!ya and then rachel decided to make a smily face out of the nickles and we fold the 5 dollar bill in half and put it ontop of the eyes so it looked like his unibrow! omg we were crying it was soo funny then we left him a note too it was great and yahh then we all left))

yeah so then yesterday we did even better!! we were soo good u cant even imagine! and we were takin sexy pictures of eachother and people like kept opening the door of the dressing room when we were doin them so we looked like lesbos it was funny
ya idk its kinda gay but i always feel sad after dance recitals but im not the only one

kayla_ u are the sweetest person ever!! ur like the only sane one haha

francesca_ it definatly wouldnt be the same w/o your craziness! lol u make us all hyper lol

sam_ your definatly the best one out of all of us!!

alexa_ ahh!!! idk waht we would've done w/o u!

_to u girls and everyone else I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK A CAZILLION TIMES!!!! u girls are my life -tru best <33

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 19:46:13 GMT

oyy havnt updated since like the weekend but thats okay cuz this week hasnt been that great.. monday i had to go to the parade fun! fun! fun!........ NOT lol but we had no school so thats always a plus.. ya tuesday i dont remember what happened yesterday i had my 5 hour dance rehearsal but it wasnt as bad as it usually was so that was good karen was relatively sane .. for her anyways..but i had to miss my lax game which royally sucks.. and then today we finished takin the ss test i dont think it was too bad except for the seventh grade stuff i didnt hav a clue about but w/e its over

ya so overall today was probly on the never-want-to-re live-that-day-ever-!!!!!!! list oy and tomorrow has the potential to be the same idk if i can do this all over again!

cathryn_

Sun, 30 May 2004 22:36:36 GMT

heeeeeeeey .. idk when the last day i updated was but w/e saturday i went to my sisters track meet .. not by choice.. and then i was supposed to go to meekas but that didnt exactly happen either yepp and then today i went graduation dress shoppin at the weschester and when i was in one of the stores this weirdo came and covered my eyes and i was like WHO TURNED OUT THE LIGHTS! and it turned out to be vicky! it was funny i havnt talked to that girl in a looooooooong time so ya it was fun.. and so i got 2 dresses cuz idk which one to choose lol and ive tried them both on like 9283759275943875 times and i still dont have a clue but yahh i hav like massive decision making problems! but hey what can u do bout it.. ya and tonight i think im goin out again and then tomorrows the memorial day parade .. i hope it rains!! lol so thats about it .. bye now

cathryn_

` maybe it's for the best, maybe it's not for anything.. `

Thu, 27 May 2004 20:33:05 GMT

i got my braces of today!! lol finally! that made my day lol that and sarahs story about the threats she makes to her brother haha ilu babe! yepp and i also got a 100 on my science a 100 !! i havnt got an 100 on anythin since like ancient times .. so i guess overall today wasnt so bad .. except one certain person is pissin me off cuz of what he did to my best friend!!! ((we're all here for u babe hes an asshole)) yahh nd i was really bored last night so i wrote a graduation speech but idk if the deadline for it already past so here it is if anyone cares lol

Welcome faculty, parents and friends.
Today I stand before you with my fellow eighth-grade students on our graduation day. Today we will be leaving our home of three years to enter a new one full of new faces, places, and obstacles. For many of us it wont be easy. For others, however, it has been long overdue.There's really no way to summarize these past three years here at Strang, so I guess I'll just jump right in.
If i could pick one word to describe my sixth grade life here, i guess i would have to pick scary. Mainly because arriving in a huge building with hundreds of new faces would be scary for anyone. However, the intimidation did wear off, and by the end of the year trip to the Weschester Broadway Theater you knoew everyone's name, and now longer had a fear of being lost inside this big brick building called the middle school. By seventh grade, you gained a pretty good knowledge of the school and how it worked. Thankfully, the stack of homework didn't pile too high. In seventh grade we took our first overnight trip to either Frost Valley or Camp Sloane. It was there that we learned about our own strengths and weaknesses as well as those of our closest friends. Unfortunatly, in eighth grade the pile of homework grew noticably higher. However, our hard work during all three years did eventually pay off in our end-of-the-year trip to playland. Overall my years here at Mildred Strang were never dull. In English, not only did we get to learn new words like loquacious and effervecent, but also we gained a sense of importance as we explained their meanings to others. Science was pretty cool. After all, it was the only subject in which you could light stuff on fire and not get in trouble. It was always interesting in Social Studies to learn about things our grandparents had once told us about, but had meant nothing at all to us at the time. And that leaves us with math. Enough Said.
Overall, we learned alot. Whether it's what was actually taught that day or what was going on with those people in the row ahead of us, you'll never no. So i guess it is true. You do learn somethin new everyday. Recently, I have learned that whenever something big happens, you're always ready in one way or another. Like today. Today we take that next step on our life journey and graduat to the highschool. And the bottom line is, we're ready. Yes that may partly be because we're only going across the street, but it's also because of this school and the many things we've learned from our experiences here. I think I speak on behalf of all of us here in simply saying thanks.

THE END lol wow that sux and i have way to much time on my hands lol but TELL ME WHAT U THINK ANYWAY!!!

cathryn

` another wasted day you're never getting back.. `

Wed, 26 May 2004 20:41:52 GMT

well i havnt updated in a while so lets see.. the weekend was pretty boring i guess i had to go to my sisters track meet and it was like cloudy nd i still got burnt but w/e what r u gonna do bout it .. ya nd this week is goin by fast thank the dear lord!! tuesday i had proficiency and i probly did absolutely horrible cuz i blanked out and couldnt think at all!!i also got like the hardest ones but ya and then i it was my sisters bday so i celebrated it w/ the famm.. that wasnt too bad but im really tired today and i hav a lax game soon and i really dont want it to thunderstorm cuz that would really suck! uhh! and idk waht to do cuz i kno somethin that i really should tell my friend but i cant and shes kinda pissin me off lately so i dont really kno if i wanna tell her but still i love her and i want her to be happy and i should tell her but ahh! i just dk what to do and im really not in a writtish mood
i need to just think about shit so maybe i'll update later..

cathryn

Fri, 21 May 2004 19:10:19 GMT

[mood| Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

I wanna be somebody else, yeah

LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

[music| ^pink]

` there's nothing left to say, you will never change your ways, and im saving myself from you.. `

Thu, 20 May 2004 19:37:13 GMT

today was aright i guess pretty ordinary but hey what would u expect on a thursday! lol yahh so yesterday me and my mom and my sis drove around yorktown to like every feild u can imagine cuz we didnt kno where my lax practice was but then! when we called my coach we found out it was cancelled .. so that kinda sucked but then i got home nd had birthday cake! lol nd i had to wait to open presents cuz my mom was gonna wrap them while i was at practice but since it was cancelled sheshe couldnt nd she was gettin all upset lol .. ya i hav a weird family lol and me and alex were talkin about birthdays nd how theyre overrated and played out to be really awesome but there really not cayse like u never feel any different and the only thing u look forward to is the presents and cake i mean can u say greedy what is this world coming to!?! lol ya and i was thinkin about summer stuff last night so this is
how mine is gonna be:: bball at solaris, my job, florida for my uncles wedding, dance camp mb lax camp and of course hangin w/ the budz so yahh that'll be my summer.
im gettin my braces of in uno settimana!!!!!!!! ((that means one week for all u people that dont take italian)) yeah so im pretty happy AND OMG!! me and meeka are like long lost sisters i sware we can like read eachothers minds its so weird! like after math we were like picking a number or a color and then the other one would pick a random one and we were always right .. except for the time meeka cheated! lol but seriously it was the weirdest thing ever!!

cathryn

` dont try to tell me what do dont try to tell me what to say your better off that way.. `

Wed, 19 May 2004 20:17:17 GMT

HAPPY 14 ALEXANDRA JORDAN MEYER!!!!!!!!!!!!

-i can finally say it haha u kno we were meant to be sisters we got that vibe and all lol i love u my smelly rubber ducky!!!<3

yepp so today was aright i guess.. nothin outta the ordinary
except meekas hippo card and valentines day gift to me!.. u
tryin to tell me somethin!?!? lol that was great ya nd mike
was gettin me mad cuz i wouldnt let him sing happy
birthday to me lol ya but he did so w/e its all good nd now
i hav to go to lax practice nd i dont really wanna go but
maybe it wont be so bad once i get there... ttul

cathryn<!3

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